alone. lonely. sigh staying up these days got me thinking of such depressing shit. why do I miss you. why do I even think about you. I wanna erase the world sigh
1. Eat clean until spring break
- doing well so i can’t wait to see results heheh
2. Stop talking to boys
- they’re always bad news so i may experiment by cutting them off for a couple weeks
3. Encourage myself in the mirror every day
- i haven’t been loving myself as well as my body enough
4. Think positive
- no matter what happens i’m gonna try and think positive
5. Be reasonable and rational
- don’t make goals i wont be able to achieve because then they are useless
You’ve become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no fucking idea how to respond.
Fun fact if you talk to me past midnight i get real personal and it’s weird
12:00am- oh I man I love cheese pizza too!
12:01am- I killed a man once
I don’t insult people, I describe them.
…And please remember that you were beautiful before he told you that you were.